Wednesday, August 1, 2007

what a week/ day..last week nagrereklamo ako't wala maxadong activities..ngayon naman tambak..notes..notes..notes..haha..tapos mga quizzes tska UPCAT!! sa Sunday na pala un? haha..ambilis..

kahapon:
It lasted for about ten seconds,
ten significant seconds lang yun..
haha..those seconds made quite a difference,
in fact i found out that you're hand perfectly fits mine..in an instant they joined..aww..baka you're my soulmate..huwat?!..haha

kanina:
tinakpan ko yung mukha ko kasi feeling ko, ibang-iba ako..and then i told you what i felt..i've waited for your laughter..kasi ganun naman talaga reaksyon mo lague..pero kanina, iba..you held my shoulders, tapos tinanggal mo glasses ko, "ayo naman eh, ano ba.."

weird..haha

gtg..UPCAT, NOtes..and stuffs..

hai..kinikiliG ako..

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

oO. ang kapal diba? pero proud ako. Proud akong masasabing batch 15 ako ng ParSci. proud akong maging isang estudyante sa school na 'to. bakit?

-kasi sabi nila, high School life daw ang pinakamasayang stage ng buhay estudyante..pinadama yun sa amin ng parSci.
-kasi dito ko nalaman ang coterminal angles na super hindi ko makakalimutan. medyo umiyak-iyak pa nga ako nun eh. xp
-kasi itinuro sa amin ng school na 'to ang friendship. yup. the importance of friendship. after 3 years ba namang kayo-kayo lang ang magkakasama at walang bagong kaklaseng dumadagdag eh di ka mapipilitang makisama? haha..pero sa totoo lang, parsci really taught me how to value a friend. at tska sino ba naman ang makakaintindi sayo, sa gitna ng mga homeworks, activities at academic chuvang pinagdadaanan mo kundi sila? haha..they are your pillars, they are the ones who will help you keep your sanity through those days..and nights..
-kasi dito, pagclass participation, walang hiya-hiya. tipong lahat ng inhibitions, wala. tipong pag may gagawing bagay, all-out, bigay todo kung baga?..haha..tska sa tagal mo ba namang makakabonding ang mga batchmates mo, alam mo na siguro kung sino yung magagaling sumayaw sa hindi, magagaling kumanta sa sintunado..and siyempre, you learn to live with them..haha
-kasi dito, pag senior ka na, pwedeng-pwede ka ng mandarag! huuwat?!..hehe..joke lang..
-kasi dito ako natutong gumawa ng isang bagay sa loob ng 5 minuto na maganda naman at mukhang pinaghirapang ng isang araw ;)
-kasi dito ako natutong gumawa ng reviewers, magreview at talagang mag-aral lalo na kapag magpeperiodicals na..yung mga periodical tests na binibigay ng teachers? yun..pamatay talaga..pati na rin yung tipong pakikinig sa musika, habang gumagawa ng kung anu-anong bagay..
-kasi dito ako natututong manindigan. na panghawakan ang mga salita. magpakaleader. naks!
-at kasi batch 15 ang batch ko dito.."the rebels"..mwhaha..the ones who think beyond of what is to be thought..in short mga baliw..ahaha..

and i am proud. kasi kung hindi dahil sa lahat ng mga pinagdaanan ko, sa lahat ng ginawa ng school na to sa buhay ko, it made me become a much better person...

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

"Collide"

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide



~i wish you would. feel my presence tangled with yours~
~ngayong week ay isang emotional rollercoster. ang hirap sigurong maging emo! haha. naghalo-halung emosyon.ewan ko, ako, yun yung naramdaman ko eh.hopelessness.desperation.anger.hatred.love.pity.hunger?!..ahaha
~bakit collide? dahil ngayong week na 'to narealize ko kung gaano siya kaimportant sa buhay ko. siya at Siya. aww..
~mahal ko na ata siya eh.hindi naman kasi siya mahirap mahalin.ewan ko kung bakit sa lahat, siya.

quotable quotes:
"Relax, God's in Charge"
~"never, never be the cause of other people's misery.naramdaman mo yung sakit nung ginawa niya yun sayo, ngayon, gagawin mo yun sa isang taong gustong-gusto ka? ...Alam kong mabuti kang tao, mali lang ang mga desisyong ginagawa mo, pero please wag. wag mong sabihin." --sarah
~"he deserves more than just a letter"--jacque
~"Yes. sinasayang mo lang..."--fatima
~"wag ka ng umiyak, dampot"--tatay robert


"Gusto kita Director Choi, gustong-gusto kita! Sa tuwing sisigawan mo ako. Sa tuwing aasarin mo ako...Director choi, kaya kong mabuhay ng isang libong taon sabihin mo lang sa akin na gusto mo rin ako..." --aneng, "which star are you from.."

"Gusto kita ..., gustong-gusto kita! manhid ka ata eh. Sa tuwing sisigawan mo ako, sa tuwing aasarin mo ako, ...sa tuwing hahawakan mo ang kamay ko, nanlalambot ako...gusto kita.."--me to...

ahaha! antindi!! yun lang..

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die


--ayan, yan ang LSS ko..

"When we die. bowling for soup"

--maraming bagay na ang nagbago, after my first last month of being a parsci student.



--kanina, nung nakasakay ako sa jeep, andami kong naiisip na isulat dito, pero ngayon, bigla na lang nawala.sorry.mental block?ewan basta kapag nagttravel ako, mas madami akong naiisip at malamang magagawa.pero kahit naman ganun ang utak ko ay may ilalahad naman akong makabuluhang bagay, ang debate namin sa klase ni Mr. Morales.


mahal ka! mahal mo! (actually english ang subject namin)


and the arguement was:



who would you choose..

the one i love or the one who loves me?



--kami yung nakabunot nung side na "the one i love". kaming mga babae. sa guys naman, "the one who loves me". madali lang, naisip ko, selfish kasi kung pipiliin mo yung taong nagmamahal sayo.tapos. after a while, narealize ko na ang selfish ko pala.



--sakim. lahat naman tayo ay sakim. oO. embedded na sa atin yan. maliban na lamang sa iilan na nakakayang itago yun, at piliting maibaon sa kailaliman ng kanilang pagkatao. sakim tayong lahat. sakim ako.yun ang nagbunsod sa akin na magsulat ng open letter na ito, kung nakakarelate kau, go! kung hindi ayos lang..haha..


to the one who loves me,



thank you. thank you so much for loving me. thank you for accepting me and all that i am. thank you. because of all the people you could've chosen, it was me...



sorry. i know the word is not enough for all the hurts that i've caused you. i know for a fact that an open letter would not be enough.i'm sorry because sometimes, i let my emotions take over; and sometimes i get so irritated with you that i try to push you away. i'm sorry because sometimes i make reasons to get you out of my sight. sorry because sometimes, i just don't care. for sometimes, i'm sick of always having you around. i'm sorry, because i'm not yet ready to open the door of my heart and i don't know if i will ever open it again. i'm sorry because i know, sometimes, i've said, and did some things you might have misunderstood. the things that you thought were a whole lot deeper weren't deep, they really are shallow. i'm sorry because i've given you the wrong signs, because i've kept you waiting...waiting for nothing. sorry.
and so as i end this, i just want to tell you i know. i've felt your love. that even though i did'nt care, i'm not numb. that even if i hurt you, there's always a part of me that's somehow hurt too. i know you'll grow out of love. i know that someday, you'll find that someone that will love you back. and i'm telling you, its not me. i do hope and pray, that that person would love you more than you love her. and still, i'm thanking you. beacuse of all the people you could've love, you've chosen me..


the one you love,

me..



bukas, gagawa ako ng open letter sa taong pinaka-ayaw ko sa classroom. haha. kontrobersyal! haha..ayun gagawa pa ako ng research..bukas nlng..



Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right


And I know that we're gonna be fine


And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time


As long as we live, time passes by


And we won't get it back when we die...

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Monday, June 18, 2007

naaliw ako. my trip to U.P.D.
= A trip in Glorietta

>kamusta naman? oO. ang pagpunta namin sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas Diliman ay nauwi sa
pag-gala at paglalaro sa Glorietta. Pag-aaliw ng mga sarili namin sa Windows Vista Exhibit.

>ang aga-aga kong gumising. kasi sabi ng tita ko ay 8-10 a.m. lang daw bukas ang office sa
U.P. so, nagplano kami (kline, jacque, ako) na pumunta nung sabado. Dahil ayaw na naming
magcram this week sa pasahan.

>nagbreakfast sa Mcdo kabihasnan.nagbaclaran simbahan.bumaba sa mia.sumakay ng
jeep=pasay.bumaba sa mrt. sumakay ng mrt. bumaba hanggang quezon ave. sumakay ng
jeep papuntang U.P.(U.P. ikot, philcoa, cityhall) tapos bumaba sa admin office/office of the
registrar

>nakakainis kasi umikot pa kami.mwhaha.tapos i blurted out loud na "wala namang puno ng
kalachuchi dito ah!" dahil lang 'to sa init at sa pagod siguro. tapos may grupo ng
nagjojogging dun na sinagot ako, "ate, lahat naman po ng puno dito kalachuchi." grabeh. un
ung mga moments na super gusto kong matunaw, pero tumawa na lang ako. super
nakakahiya. isang iska ang sumagot sa aking napakawalangkwentang tanong. sabi ko na nga
ba eh, dapat matuto na akong manahimik. or atleast kilatisin muna ang mga bagay-bagay sa
paligid ko bago ako magsalita. gaya ng pag-kakaiba ng puno ng mangga sa kalachuchi. ugh.

>pagdating namin dun, andun na si lovely. hindi daw bukas ang office. hindi daw
magbubukas. so tinanong namin ang guard. "ija, hindi nagbubukas ang office kapag
weekend." Sabi na nga ba eh, mga ganitong bagay ay hindi pinagpipilitan.

>nung pauwi na, dinama namin ang init ng araw sa aming pinapangarap na unibersidad.
haha. inshort, nagbilad kami sa init habang nilalakad ang daan pauwi. pixur-pixur.

>ganun din, sakay ng jeep (route=mrt).sakay ng mrt. baba ayala. pasok sm makati. pasok
glorietta. punta sa exhibit ng windows vista. napa-"wow" at namangha sa mga features ng
windows vista, tska sa mga nagtuturo. (no wonder. nasabi namin na effortless na ang taong
may ganitong software. ang galing kasi. tipong type ka na lang, vista na ang bahala sa mga
ka-ekekan at mga kung anu-ano pang dating paghihirapan mong gawin.so asis, kamusta
naman ang windows vista mo? XP), nanalo ng bag,(kline at lovely=sunvisor). tapos,
nagplano na kaming umuwi. sakay mrt. baba taft. sakay sucat. uwi bahay. gawa hw. tulog.

>bago sumukay sucat, kailangan muna naming tahakin ang naglalagab-lab na daan mula
mrt, lampas heritage, tapos sakayan. isipin mo, alas dos ng hapo, tirik na tirik ang araw.
inshort, mamatay-matay na kami sa init ni lovely. (bakit kaya ganun? pero pag-umuulan
naman, mamatay-matay naman tayo sa baha?!)

>paguwi ko, akala ko magagalit ang nanay ko. aun kwento-kwento. nabanggit ko pa na may
balak pa kaming pumunta sa greenhills, ito ang sagot niya: " yun naman pala eh. bat di pa
kayo tumuloy?"..HUwat?!..grabeh..

>>>mind you, this is one of my many firsts. first time na sumakay ng mrt. first time
magcommute without a parent. first time na umabot sa ganoong galaan without any one
older than me. first time makasama ng matagal si lovely.<<<

aus. my first trip to U.P.D. na nagcommute.

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i am...

.waste your precious minutes with me. see things the way i see.


*please do tag if you passed by. if you don't like what's written, or if it touched you, either way, it's still my blog. my say.

noisy. spontaneous. outrageous. moody. a muffin. honest. short. "emo" looking. not an emo girl. childish. critical. crazy. bangag. pa-cute. madaldal. tuloy-tuloy. faithful. God-fearing. vulnerable.complex. kalog. walang kapaguran. hyper. madrama. totoo.loyal. sensitive. cruel. maldita. makulet. mataray. at mabait, paminsan - minsan.

i like...

annoying people who are easily annoyed by my presence. thinking. writing my thoughts. sharing my thoughts. blogging. hanging out. just doing nothin. reading good books. pagkain. kumain. one tree hill. CSI: NY. kahit anong meron sa ETC. makinig sa musika. magic 89.9. forbidden questions. mickey mouse. koreanovelas. friends. people who can become one's friend in an instant. jabs. kumain. kape. chis. mga anghel. tubig. red. brown. making reviewers for exams. going to places. matulog. coke float.milo.iced tea.crying my heart out. people without judgement.

hates

i 'd never like..
people who smoke. politicians. plastics. green. trash. insects. ipis. daga. beefsteak. balot. cram sessions, sa school. math. anything connected with math. except sciences connected with math. higad. dirty nails. silence. chess. riding a bike. sudden darkness. drug addicts. construction workers. impolite people. white. my dad. drunk people. isaw. dinuguan. ugh.

wants

life's simple joys
[ ]the bracelet
[X]victoria's secret>champagnes and strawberries
[ ]headset.haha.
[ ]something you've made especially for me..

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