And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die
--ayan, yan ang LSS ko..
"When we die. bowling for soup"
--maraming bagay na ang nagbago, after my first last month of being a parsci student.
--kanina, nung nakasakay ako sa jeep, andami kong naiisip na isulat dito, pero ngayon, bigla na lang nawala.sorry.mental block?ewan basta kapag nagttravel ako, mas madami akong naiisip at malamang magagawa.pero kahit naman ganun ang utak ko ay may ilalahad naman akong makabuluhang bagay, ang debate namin sa klase ni Mr. Morales.
mahal ka! mahal mo! (actually english ang subject namin)
and the arguement was:
who would you choose..
the one i love or the one who loves me?
--kami yung nakabunot nung side na "the one i love". kaming mga babae. sa guys naman, "the one who loves me". madali lang, naisip ko, selfish kasi kung pipiliin mo yung taong nagmamahal sayo.tapos. after a while, narealize ko na ang selfish ko pala.
--sakim. lahat naman tayo ay sakim. oO. embedded na sa atin yan. maliban na lamang sa iilan na nakakayang itago yun, at piliting maibaon sa kailaliman ng kanilang pagkatao. sakim tayong lahat. sakim ako.yun ang nagbunsod sa akin na magsulat ng open letter na ito, kung nakakarelate kau, go! kung hindi ayos lang..haha..
to the one who loves me,
thank you. thank you so much for loving me. thank you for accepting me and all that i am. thank you. because of all the people you could've chosen, it was me...
sorry. i know the word is not enough for all the hurts that i've caused you. i know for a fact that an open letter would not be enough.i'm sorry because sometimes, i let my emotions take over; and sometimes i get so irritated with you that i try to push you away. i'm sorry because sometimes i make reasons to get you out of my sight. sorry because sometimes, i just don't care. for sometimes, i'm sick of always having you around. i'm sorry, because i'm not yet ready to open the door of my heart and i don't know if i will ever open it again. i'm sorry because i know, sometimes, i've said, and did some things you might have misunderstood. the things that you thought were a whole lot deeper weren't deep, they really are shallow. i'm sorry because i've given you the wrong signs, because i've kept you waiting...waiting for nothing. sorry.
and so as i end this, i just want to tell you i know. i've felt your love. that even though i did'nt care, i'm not numb. that even if i hurt you, there's always a part of me that's somehow hurt too. i know you'll grow out of love. i know that someday, you'll find that someone that will love you back. and i'm telling you, its not me. i do hope and pray, that that person would love you more than you love her. and still, i'm thanking you. beacuse of all the people you could've love, you've chosen me..
the one you love,
me..
bukas, gagawa ako ng open letter sa taong pinaka-ayaw ko sa classroom. haha. kontrobersyal! haha..ayun gagawa pa ako ng research..bukas nlng..
Cause nothing's worth losing especially the chance to make it right
And I know that we're gonna be fine
And the tattooed mistakes are gonna fade over time
As long as we live, time passes by
And we won't get it back when we die...
i am...
.waste your precious minutes with me. see things the way i see.
*please do tag if you passed by. if you don't like what's written, or if it touched you, either way,
it's still my blog. my say.
noisy. spontaneous. outrageous. moody. a muffin. honest. short. "emo" looking. not an emo girl.
childish. critical. crazy. bangag. pa-cute. madaldal. tuloy-tuloy. faithful. God-fearing.
vulnerable.complex. kalog. walang kapaguran. hyper. madrama. totoo.loyal. sensitive. cruel. maldita.
makulet. mataray. at mabait, paminsan - minsan.
i like...
annoying people who are easily annoyed by my presence. thinking. writing my thoughts.
sharing my thoughts. blogging. hanging out. just doing nothin. reading good books. pagkain.
kumain. one tree hill. CSI: NY. kahit anong meron sa ETC. makinig sa musika. magic 89.9.
forbidden questions. mickey mouse. koreanovelas. friends. people who can become one's friend
in an instant. jabs. kumain. kape. chis. mga anghel. tubig. red. brown. making reviewers for
exams. going to places. matulog. coke float.milo.iced tea.crying my heart out. people without judgement.
hates
i 'd never like..
people who smoke. politicians. plastics. green. trash. insects. ipis. daga. beefsteak. balot. cram sessions, sa school. math. anything connected with math. except sciences connected with math. higad. dirty nails. silence. chess. riding a bike. sudden darkness. drug addicts. construction workers. impolite people. white. my dad. drunk people. isaw. dinuguan. ugh.
wants
life's simple joys
[ ]the bracelet
[X]victoria's secret>champagnes and strawberries
[ ]headset.haha.
[ ]something you've made especially for me..
tagboard
teleport
thankyou
